[ This is one of those moments where, Gawain wavers. Not in his mind, merely in his heart. That same incident where he fails to listen to Arturia, he feels himself questioning his actions. What if what he does fails Ritsuka, he hadn't ideally thought of that. Hadn't ideally invoked the prospect that his own actions would look wrongly upon Ritsuka demeanor.
Had focused too much on the prospect that, Gareth would befall the same fate of helping someone who could not be saved. Dragging down under, dying for their sake - another tragedy in the name of Gareth of Orkney. The many times Gawain could not be there to save Gareth, instilled like an unhealthy trauma. That deeply seeded in Gawains spirit core.
Kadoc was someone who had far too many issues, and faltered weakly from them. Constantly viewing himself so lowly - it reminded him of Lancelot... And we all know how much he hates Lancelot deep down, despite his insistence on looking past that Knight. As in the core of it all, Gawain passionately loathes his own failure in seeking revenge.
His hand tightens along the strap that harnesses his horse. I should listen to my Master, that is all, it is merely that simple. ]
I see, yes Master. [ See, easy. He trusts Ritsuka gravely, if what she believes is that it will be fine. Then truly it would be, will be, and even if it isn't. So be, that hill would be crossed over - no? Even so, Gawain is uncomfortable by the prospect. Yet he would never dare question Ritsuka, nor ever act like there was something off put by all of this. ] The Ride to the Red Springs are a sight to see, this place Avalon. Is very beautiful, you will soon find.
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Had focused too much on the prospect that, Gareth would befall the same fate of helping someone who could not be saved. Dragging down under, dying for their sake - another tragedy in the name of Gareth of Orkney. The many times Gawain could not be there to save Gareth, instilled like an unhealthy trauma. That deeply seeded in Gawains spirit core.
Kadoc was someone who had far too many issues, and faltered weakly from them. Constantly viewing himself so lowly - it reminded him of Lancelot... And we all know how much he hates Lancelot deep down, despite his insistence on looking past that Knight. As in the core of it all, Gawain passionately loathes his own failure in seeking revenge.
His hand tightens along the strap that harnesses his horse. I should listen to my Master, that is all, it is merely that simple. ]
I see, yes Master. [ See, easy. He trusts Ritsuka gravely, if what she believes is that it will be fine. Then truly it would be, will be, and even if it isn't. So be, that hill would be crossed over - no? Even so, Gawain is uncomfortable by the prospect. Yet he would never dare question Ritsuka, nor ever act like there was something off put by all of this. ] The Ride to the Red Springs are a sight to see, this place Avalon. Is very beautiful, you will soon find.