[ Maybe they're all scenic routes! She doesn't know. But she does relax a little when he allows her that moment. Ritsuka has plenty of nightmares about various things that have happened over the past few years, but Kadoc's "death" has a special place for how visceral it was. Even knowing that he's alive now, it's going to be a long, long time before she can forget the look in Father Kotomine's eyes during that whole short, brutal affair. She doesn't scare easily, but if anyone could manage it, it would be that man.
She's just a single little human, after all. She's never going to reach the lofty heights of a knight, she's only just barely qualifies as a mage at all. In a hundred years, no one will remember Fujimaru Ritsuka's name.
And that's fine. She has no real desire to be a lauded hero. But while she is here, she wants to be taken seriously about the things that matter to her--and whatever you want to classify Kadoc as, traitor or weak or lost, he's still human, just like her. To her, that counts for something. ]
Wanna give me a tour after I get whatever orientation this place has? I'm definitely gonna get lost otherwise.
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[ Maybe they're all scenic routes! She doesn't know. But she does relax a little when he allows her that moment. Ritsuka has plenty of nightmares about various things that have happened over the past few years, but Kadoc's "death" has a special place for how visceral it was. Even knowing that he's alive now, it's going to be a long, long time before she can forget the look in Father Kotomine's eyes during that whole short, brutal affair. She doesn't scare easily, but if anyone could manage it, it would be that man.
She's just a single little human, after all. She's never going to reach the lofty heights of a knight, she's only just barely qualifies as a mage at all. In a hundred years, no one will remember Fujimaru Ritsuka's name.
And that's fine. She has no real desire to be a lauded hero. But while she is here, she wants to be taken seriously about the things that matter to her--and whatever you want to classify Kadoc as, traitor or weak or lost, he's still human, just like her. To her, that counts for something. ]
Wanna give me a tour after I get whatever orientation this place has? I'm definitely gonna get lost otherwise.