You and me both. Honestly, where I come from, I never even had magic. That's why I don't get all of this 'focus' training.

For me...I just sorta...let my body take over. Instead of just forcing it, I just...felt what I wanted to do and tried to let my body guide me through it. I can't do a lot yet but...I can heal some wounds with it.

I guess my desire to help someone just helped one thing lead to another.