Contact:lorulean, feel free to add! Character Name: Monika Canon: Doki Doki Literature Club!
Info: Monika is a sentient video game character with severe trauma, and who thinks all of her troubles will be solved the day she finds love. On the surface though, you won't see any of it. She gives the image of a particularly intelligent eighteen-years old who holds herself with poise and tries to be confident. She's not that good with people so sometimes she can be a little bit awkward or timid, but she's also very friendly and tries her very best to make sure people around her feel comfortable and appreciated. As a general rule, she's doing really great when things are going as planned, and starts doing far worse once things go in totally unexpected ways.
She's a really sweet and kind person who has done horrible and terrible things when she was driven to despair. She can be a bit selfish and her experience as a video game character was basically what can best be described as a living hell. She also knows deep down falling in love won't solve her problems, but it's a nice thing to believe in. She's very good at convincing herself of her own lies when needed.
Desired CR: Monika got a lot of CR and I'd really love to deepen the bonds she has! I love all of that CR and would love to see where it'll lead. Of course, making new friends would be good, too. She may also be ready to open up and say the truth about herself to people she's known for a bit now. You may also see a new side of Monika this month, see below for the amnesiac prompt.
Getting to know her while she's amnesiac would be beautifully terrible, too.
Known Plans: Monika is going to take a temporary amnesia potion, which will leave her amnesiac for one or two weeks. That means she will forget the events of DDLC and her stay in Avalon, only remembering the side stories from DDLC+. Following how terrible August and September have been for her, she is starting to wonder whether she can ever be happy so long as she carries with her the weight of the nightmare she was born in. The existential crisis, the trauma and PTSD, the intense guilt she feels— That's starting to be a bit too much.
Her idea is that erasing her memories of everything ever since her "epiphany" is going to make her happy! So while it'll last, she'll be normal girl again with no worries and no existential crisis. It's a test run to see whether permanently erasing her memories would be a good idea. Of course, it's obviously a bad idea because she won't really be herself any more without all the memories.
So if you'd like to meet amnesiac Monika, lemme know! I'll have a log posted later this month. It may be a very informative experience for people, not so much because of what she'll say, but because of the severe difference with non!amnesiac Monika.
Her youtube show will still be posted on schedule though. Prior to taking the potion, Monika will make sure to have enough episodes pre-recorded and will automate their uploads. Can't risk losing viewers!
Melodie (Monika)
Character Name: Monika
Canon: Doki Doki Literature Club!
Info: Monika is a sentient video game character with severe trauma, and who thinks all of her troubles will be solved the day she finds love. On the surface though, you won't see any of it. She gives the image of a particularly intelligent eighteen-years old who holds herself with poise and tries to be confident. She's not that good with people so sometimes she can be a little bit awkward or timid, but she's also very friendly and tries her very best to make sure people around her feel comfortable and appreciated. As a general rule, she's doing really great when things are going as planned, and starts doing far worse once things go in totally unexpected ways.
She's a really sweet and kind person who has done horrible and terrible things when she was driven to despair. She can be a bit selfish and her experience as a video game character was basically what can best be described as a living hell. She also knows deep down falling in love won't solve her problems, but it's a nice thing to believe in. She's very good at convincing herself of her own lies when needed.
Magics & Familiar: Kinetic Magic + Technomancy [pink nine-tailed fox]
Desired CR: Monika got a lot of CR and I'd really love to deepen the bonds she has! I love all of that CR and would love to see where it'll lead. Of course, making new friends would be good, too. She may also be ready to open up and say the truth about herself to people she's known for a bit now. You may also see a new side of Monika this month, see below for the amnesiac prompt.
Getting to know her while she's amnesiac would be beautifully terrible, too.
Known Plans: Monika is going to take a temporary amnesia potion, which will leave her amnesiac for one or two weeks. That means she will forget the events of DDLC and her stay in Avalon, only remembering the side stories from DDLC+. Following how terrible August and September have been for her, she is starting to wonder whether she can ever be happy so long as she carries with her the weight of the nightmare she was born in. The existential crisis, the trauma and PTSD, the intense guilt she feels— That's starting to be a bit too much.
Her idea is that erasing her memories of everything ever since her "epiphany" is going to make her happy! So while it'll last, she'll be normal girl again with no worries and no existential crisis. It's a test run to see whether permanently erasing her memories would be a good idea. Of course, it's obviously a bad idea because she won't really be herself any more without all the memories.
So if you'd like to meet amnesiac Monika, lemme know! I'll have a log posted later this month. It may be a very informative experience for people, not so much because of what she'll say, but because of the severe difference with non!amnesiac Monika.
Her youtube show will still be posted on schedule though. Prior to taking the potion, Monika will make sure to have enough episodes pre-recorded and will automate their uploads. Can't risk losing viewers!
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